as things seem chaotic in homeland, it is different than it seems. because we used to here, it has an organised way inside.but things become diffent when it comes to abroad. being a 'foreigner' gives you your freedom and your own chaotic experience.
when it comes to homeland, things again become organised and nearly tragic when you still have 'their' rules you must obey to. it was your own when you were a 'foreigner'
